our daily bread



Today I had an epiphany and caught a glimpse of what was on God's heart in saying "But rather seek ye the kingdom of God, and all these things shall be added unto you" (Luke 12:31), " But seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you (Matthew 6:33).

Over and over again, I have experienced with every fiber of my being outstanding joy and satisfaction to the utmost in letting "go" and letting "God" have my full attention in worship, devotion, prayer or just simply in life. My conclusions have remained constant - "nothing" can or will ever compare to the joy of "being" in His presence - period! This means no list - no secret requests - no hidden agenda of what I want, think or feel - but just "being" in His presence.

If I now know that truly seeking His face and not His hand bears an incomparable fruit of satisfaction, why do I allow myself to ever entertain an understated state of ingratitude? Was His "free" gift of salvation not enough? Is knowing that as my father, He is responsible for and intimately acquainted with all of my needs not enough to invoke a trust that need not be shaken?

And I say unto you, "Ask and it shall be given you;" (Luke 11:9) and "Even when you ask, you don't get it because your motives are all wrong--you want only what will give you pleasure" (James 4:3). It is crystal clear - asking God comes with the territory and privilege of holding the title "child of God," but when I'm "not asking" or "not asking correctly" or "my asking altogether trumps my desire to seek first His kingdom and His righteousness" - something's off balance.

Our father who art in heaven - we invite a greater portion of your character, heart and purpose into existence today. Give us this day our daily bread - the mind of Christ to know what, when and how to ask for every material and spiritual need. And forgive us our sins as we also forgive others - including ourselves. And lead us not into temptation - for we know that your conviction brings life and so we desire to be constantly convicted, challenged and changed by you. For thine is the kingdom, power and glory - we acknowledge that all we really need is You and we are desperate for all you have to reveal of yourself to us. Forever and ever Amen. (Matthew 6:9-13)


Pray: Falling in love with your heart and drawing close to you by the power of your Holy Spirit living within me day-by-day O Lord, is my daily bread and with each portion you freely give - I am eternally grateful and satisfied.


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...dear God

Why should I be bound by the troubles of this earth? Why should I be tossed by the temptations of life? Why should I be afraid of the enemy? Or be tossed with the wind...?


Against all hope, Abraham in hope believed and so became the father of many nations, just as it had been said to him, "So shall your offspring be." Without weakening in his faith, he faced the fact that his body was as good as dead - since he was about a hundred years old - and that Sarah's womb was also dead. Yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God, being fully persuaded that God had the power to do what he had promised. This is why "it was credited to him as righteousness." The words "it was credited to him" were written not for him alone, but also for us, to whom God will credit righteousness - for us who believe in him who raised Jesus our Lord from the dead. (Romans 4: 18-24)

Dear God, in this time and season may I not waver and miss you but instead, against all hope, may my hope in You come alive and my faith be like a tree planted by streams of water, yielding much fruit in season and whose leaves won't wither, but in whatever I do, may I prosper even as my soul prospers. (Psalm 1: 3)

Jesus, my King - order my footsteps, thoughts, words and actions in Your word...erase every limitation that I have placed knowingly and unknowingly on your mighty hands O God. Consume every weakness and plans within my heart that may interrupt Your will until I am totally and fully persuaded by faith that you alone have the power, desire and will to do what You have promised.

In my weakness, may my faith forever be pleasing to you...in my foolishness, teach me to fear you and in my stillness, help me to give you the unrestrained worship that you deserve like never before in Jesus name AMEN.


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it's so good to know Jesus...


There are no such things as mistakes! He holds my world in His hands and I'm so grateful for the open door way that He has repeatedly given me to receive much grace especially when I fall...speaking of which, the word on the street is, but more importantly, in the best selling and personal favorite book of all time is that "all" wait let me say that again, "ALL" things work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28). So what's the sense in doubting or being fearful about the outcomes of my human frailty, knowing fully well that He knew (all of) me before I was formed in my mother's womb (Jeremiah 1:5) and that this "ALL" clause wasn't inserted accidentally by an absolutely 'PERFECT' God who doesn't contradict His character or His word...?

So I rejoice today in all my many imperfections especially as it relates to relational struggles. Yup! I'm 'sane' and yet 'insane' enough to believe that the Great I Am  has it ALL under control to the very last 'T.' Your grace is more than sufficient for us Lord and we thank you for molding us through our falls, even more and more into your image. It's all about your purpose and your plan so why not enjoy the journey as it unfolds?

Freely giving to you, this heart's deepest struggles, desires, frailties, weaknesses, strengths and successes too - You are the master changer, regulator, creator, restorer and finisher so go ahead and have Your way, that Your purpose not "may" but "will" be revealed in due time to the glory of Your magnificent and matchless name in Christ Jesus. Amen.

Utterly stoked 'coz the best is surely yet to come! O:)



Do you know Jesus?

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that's why I was created


I found this amazingly powerful testimony in song by William Murphy called Created to Worship/I Know Why I Am Here... Simply affirms my strong belief of the reason why I was created! Key point: the devil doesn't give life! Your not a mistake, not an after thought - but GOD has a PLAN and PURPOSE for your life and as the Alpha and Omega the one who knows the beginning from the end, the start of your life is enough evidence that there is a great end He has already predestined for you to see. Hang on to this promise day-by-day and with your hand in His and He will truly blow your mind! Be blessed as you read and listen...

Love ya!

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Jesus...I just can't seem to thank you hard enough or long enough before you chase me down with blessing after blessing. Thank you so much for your faithfulness, for putting a new song in my mouth this day...Lord, I know I really don't deserve all these amazing miracles of your faithfulness and provision, but you still choose to shower me with your blessings day by day by day and so I just bless you JESUS for taking my mess and creating a MAJOR TESTIMONY AND BLESSING of my life. Lord, you alone are worthy and I've come to know you and love you more and more...

So I declare today that I was created just to give you the glory, I now know why I am here and I thank you for creating me to worship and adore thee...for the rest of my days!



Always and forever yours



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Created to Worship/I Know Why I'm Here by William Murphy.

I was created just to give you all the glory
I was created just to worship and adore thee
You are the son of the living God
Savior of the world
and I was created just to give
you all the glory
Created just to worship and adore thee

I was created just to give you all the glory
I was created just to worship and adore thee
You are the son of the living God
Savior of the world
I was created just to give you all the glory

I was created just to worship and adore thee
So I will lift my hand
Spread your praise across the land
And I will lift my voice
And realize I was chosen to rejoice

I was created just to give you all the glory
I was created just to worship and adore thee
So I will lift my hand
Spread your praise across the land
And I will lift my voice
I was chosen to rejoice
I was created just to give you all the glory
I was created just to worship and adore thee
I was created just to give you all the glory
I was created just to worship and adore thee
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...more than ANYTHING



words don't cut it
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and listen 
to my heart SING

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I lift my hands in total adoration unto you
You reign on the throne
For you are God and God alone
Because of you my cloudy days are gone
I can sing to you this song
I just want to say that I love you more than anything

You hold me in your arms
You are my shelter from the storm
When all my friends were gone
You were right there all along
I never known a love like this before
I just want to say that I love you more than anything

I love you Jesus
I worship and adore you
Just want to tell you
Lord I love you more than anything



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why should i care?



Does it make any sense to sit here and take all these insults and false accusations? One by one, observing the anti-Christlike puppetry instigated by the king of darkness himself, unfolding right before my eyes! Is this entertainment, reality or madness??? For what purpose do I deserve to witness this for myself?

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from my hiding place...


“Only your love captured my heart – I heard you calling…come, come and so I will run forever unto you O God, now you have my heart…forever I will run unto you O God…where else can I go? Forever I will run!” 

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